"I have been feeling very unattractive lately. To tell you the truth, it isnt me that is making me feel this way. It isnt some thought of myself in a negative light that I have made up in my head. Its word from people I care about. People I love. People whom I have known all my life. Their words sink into me like a hot knife to butter. Now I take what they people say very seriously. They dont mean it out of malice. Even though they think they are helping, they are making it hard for me to keep my positive attitude about myself. I have been trying to delete it from my memory but it seems to be stuck like a broken record.I love them but I cant keep pretending like it doesnt hurt. I have to stick up for myself. I have decided I refuse to let anyone take that much power from me again. Also, I had to look inside myself and make a promise to be truthful to myself. I have decided to tell myself this every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to bed---"I am Pretty; I am Beautiful; I am a Queen; I am Strong; I will be the best Me I can be!".I Am PROUD to be me! I will make it to my goal of 140! I will stay natural with my hair! I WILL!!!!From this day forth, I TAKE BACK THE POWER I HAVE LET OTHERS STEAL FROM ME!!!! I am a natural hair wearing, calorie counting, hard working, poetry writing, student, mother and wifey from New York City. I live in Germantown, MD now. I am working on me!I am realizing how beautiful I really am without all the make-up, perms and fad diets! Im trying to go completely natural with my hair,lose at least 80 pounds to be at a healthy weight and to quit smoking altogether!I hope you enjoy my journey to discovering the real me that I have always wanted the world to see!
Thursday, June 2, 2011
I TAKE BACK THE POWER I HAVE LET OTHERS STEAL FROM ME!!!!
"I have been feeling very unattractive lately. To tell you the truth, it isnt me that is making me feel this way. It isnt some thought of myself in a negative light that I have made up in my head. Its word from people I care about. People I love. People whom I have known all my life. Their words sink into me like a hot knife to butter. Now I take what they people say very seriously. They dont mean it out of malice. Even though they think they are helping, they are making it hard for me to keep my positive attitude about myself. I have been trying to delete it from my memory but it seems to be stuck like a broken record.I love them but I cant keep pretending like it doesnt hurt. I have to stick up for myself. I have decided I refuse to let anyone take that much power from me again. Also, I had to look inside myself and make a promise to be truthful to myself. I have decided to tell myself this every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to bed---"I am Pretty; I am Beautiful; I am a Queen; I am Strong; I will be the best Me I can be!".I Am PROUD to be me! I will make it to my goal of 140! I will stay natural with my hair! I WILL!!!!From this day forth, I TAKE BACK THE POWER I HAVE LET OTHERS STEAL FROM ME!!!!
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were is your self confident keep beleve in your self
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